The Universe is testing my patience this year already.
Car insurance went up twenty dollars a month.
On the way to work this morning had fiver drivers turn in front of me or almost sideswiped me- FIVE.
My best friend lost both her Fiancée and her dad on this date 7 and 5 years ago, respectively. She would be absolutely devastated to lose me on this date too- and I say that humbly and respectfully. Our friendship/sisterhood has endure everything life has thrown at us for the past 59 years. And I daresay I don't think we would have made it through the disasters and catastrophes without each others shoulder to lean on. Our sisterhood has endured more and better than all my marriages combined.
I'm so annoyed & aggravated right now- my B/P is sky high, my heart is racing, I feel nauseated, in a daze and I am shaking like a leaf. This small bit of a post has taken me almost 40 minutes to type out because I've had to go back and correct so many mistakes.......
I honestly think I'm on the verge of a panic attack.
Going to do a walkabout and some deep breathing to try to calm down.
At least if I'm on the floor with other people, if I collapse there will be someone there to call for help instead of me being stuck in an office where someone might possibly see me after a couple of hours.
See, there's a silver lining to every scenario!
No comments:
Post a Comment