But why must it always be so?
I've fought so many battles in my life. Some you couldn't begin to imagine unless you have been in that same situation.
Relationship battles(expected seeing how I'm going out of marriage #4), battles over land, property, friendships, family, four close battles with my own near death situations, mental health, weight issues(in both directions), job issues, schedule battles, battles over money- which coincided with several of the other issues I mentioned, habits I've broken- the bad ones are a daily constant battle...... the list goes on and on.
I think I seriously need a nice vacation- even if it's a staycation- but I'd love to be able to get away for a few days just on my own....cabin in the woods, on a side of a river, creek, lake, pond, waterfall.....even a horse trough for the water aspect would be fine and sufficient. Eat when I want- nap when I want- listen to music IF I want, or not.... same with TV and I'd turn the phone off too. not screen my calls- completely turn it off.Just a few days of quiet contemplation and rest.
You know you need rest when you are looking forward to Heaven.
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