Thursday, August 25, 2011

Thru The Years......

On August 26th at 4AM- I received the news that my Baby Boy, Clayton, had been in an auto accident.....and he hadn't survived. A part of my heart died with him that night. I'll never take anyone or anything for granted ever again.
I miss you son. I love you a Million Bazillion. Til we meet again. XXX-OOO

This was on my desktop on my computer when I got home from bringing the news to my eldest son and's still a mystery as to how it got there- Paul had gone with me and the house was locked up tight......

He Only Took My Hand

Last night while I was trying to sleep, my son's voice I did hear,
I opened my eyes and looked around but he did not appear.
He said, Mom you've got to listen, you've got to understand
God didn't take me from you Mom, He only took my hand.

When I called out in pain that morning, the instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand, and pulled me to his side.
He pulled me up and saved me from the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same.

My search is really over now, I've found happiness within.
All the answers to all my dreams and all that might have been.

I Love you so and miss you so, But I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever, but my spirit will never die.
And so you must go on now, live one day at a time.
Just understand, God did not take me from you ...

He only took my hand"


Seacat said...

What a beautiful tribute!
I've had you on my mind for the past 2 days. I know this is such a hard time for you and I wish I knew what I could say to make it better. I know there are no words, nothing that can make it better though. Just know I'm holding you close in my heart and I love you so much! I can't possibly understand what this is like for you, but I hurt for you. Just know I'm thinking of you

Sunny said...

TY Cece...I love you too. You're one of my bestest friends EVER!!! XXX