Tears Of Sorrow.....

I was sitting here waiting to go to the doctors about my back, and listening to my ipod. All of the sudden I thought of Clay and just burst into huge wracking sobs and I couldn't stop. I've been sitting here for about the past 20 minutes with my heart just breaking. I hate crying...especially those like this one....but he's my Baby Boy and he didn't deserve to die and I just miss him and my heart hurts so much. I thought I had cried all my tears away.....but I was wrong.