The numbing coldness swirls around my feet on the ground
Inching up my body
Covering me with it's despair
The hopelessness squeezing the life from my soul.
Happiness and contentment draining away
Like the last ray of sunshine before the night falls.
Am I still here
Or have I disappeared into the darkness that has come to claim me?
I am Afraid.
The silence is deafening
And the Great Darkness is upon me and it is Terrifying.
There is no up or down
Only a Dizzying Directionless void that spins me into oblivion
As I cry silent tears..................................
And I wonder-
Will anyone know that I am gone..............................................
7 comments:
VERY intriguing.
Ummm ... I came to check your blog for news. This doesn't sound like good news at all. Sunny, please call me.
I took this as a bit of creative writing. Per chance I was mistaken?
Just in a really dark mood lately Ozzy.
Its been a horrible horrible week...
I don't think I'm quite ready to kill myself yet.....
Run away and change my name- YES- Suicide-Not Quite...
checked in to see how you were..havent heard from ya lately. i sincerely hope you get to feeling better...BTW Nicholas is trying to walk now..giving Frank severe heart problems(^__^)he keeps falling on his head; doesnt seem to realize 5mth olds just dont walk (ive tried telling him but he doesnt listen...stubborn boys!)
(((Hugs))))
Trust me hun,
There are people out there that Love you and care for you.
This gives me a whole new understanding of you
Take Care
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