GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...................

#@**%&$#&))*^%#@&)($&^$%&^%$&^$$##@!!!!!!!!

Nothing in the mail again.

And I called my boss to tell him I wouldn’t be able to make it in because of the situation and he had the fucking NERVE to insinuate I might need to learn to manage my money better and I had better find a way to come in ………. He even said I should have borrowed it from him before I left this morning.

I think I do good to make ends meet with what piss-ass little they pay me and EXCUUUUUUUUUUUSE me, but I’m not in the habit of borrowing money from people I BARELY know-let alone my co-workers and DOUBLY let alone my BOSS-especially when I expect my company to pay me when they are supposed to!!

Owwwww, I am pissed off.

I am SOOOOOOOOOOO looking for a new job.

Damn them ALL to hell.

I wanna win the lottery.

Okay, Here's The Deal........

Every day I go to work and am at a job I hate for 8 hours.

Even tho I despise the job I am doing, I realise that it is a job that needs to be done and I am good at it. So I go.

I am not paid nearly enough for the crap I have to put up with but I am there every night,(unless I have a KILLER migraine- maybe 4 times a year), and what's more- I get there on TIME. Usually a few minutes BEFORE the time I am REQUIRED to be there. And I stay there. I don't go off-site for my lunch hour, I don't go pay bills during my shift, nor do I have people there "visiting" me and disrupting the routine and schedule.

So WHY THE F*** can those people I work for not get me my paycheck when I am supposed to get it?

I just don't understand it. Okay, the last two weeks I could see it being late with the holidays falling on the weekend and the banks and the USPS being shut down for an extra day. But not this week.

Let's play by the RULES people- and how about ONE SET of rules- not rules for us and OTHER rules for the company. If i have to be on time and at work every day- the pay me on time.

Nothing pisses me off more than to bust my ass for a long week doing something I hate and then not have anything to show for it on the day I SHOULD receive at least a token of appreciation.

I know I resolved not to get so stressed out about stuff like this this year, but DAMMITT!!!!!!

AAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M&#^#*)@)@(@( S###&)($*$*$ *$ C)@(@* $**$) C#&$@*#&@*@ B@$#@)#s!!!!!!!!



Okay, I feel slightly better now. Ignore the 3 mile wide crater I just created.

Isn't Life Funny?

Well, I want to tell y'all my weekend did get better.
I went and did some things with two of my kids, talked to three of them and did some really fun stuff with my Paulius as well. Made up ALOT for the things I was blogging about yesterday- altho it wasn't really about any of the people I did stuff with this weekend.
At any rate- it did put me in a much better mood to see iIwas loved and not everyone is doing the things I was whining about. Funny thing was, none of the people I did stuff with this weekend even read my blog.....except Paulius.

Isn't life funny sometimes?

Hope your weekend was good too!

Am I THAT Bad?

I am in a horribly bad mood today- and I can't even blame it on PMS.

I had a great weekend last weekend. Spent time with people I love, rested-rejuvenated. Felt on top of the world today.

Unfortunately, it seems that lately, when I have something planned to do with someone-(anyone)- they cancel out on me with several different reasons.
1)I have a headache and don't feel like it.
2)I was throwing up last night and don't feel like it.
3)I didn't sleep well last night and am too tired.
4)I'm not in the mood today.
5)I have something ELSE that came up.

Every once in a while these happening doesn't phase me. But almost every time?

Do I stress people out THAT much?
Am I THAT boring?
Am I such a PAIN that I give people headaches and make them throw up?
What am I- chopped liver? Am I not important enough to say"Sorry but I have plans with Sunny today. Maybe tomorrow."?

Other small things are cropping up as well- but enough of that. Tomorrow's another day.

I'll get over it, but right now I don't feel very good about me.

It's................

A


!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


YAY!!!!

I've Been Invited......

to go with my Darling elder Son and DIL to the sonogram viewing to find out the sex of the arriving in May baby.

At 2PM this afternoon we will find out.... and I will be home posting shortly thereafter!!



THINK PINK!!!!!!!!

Another Year Gone.....

And another to take it's place.

All bright, new and shiney as a new copper penny!

Just think of all the possibilities for the New Year- ANYTHING is possible!!
I could get a fantastic new job that I love-
or I could win that lottery after all.

Possibly move into a new house- or to a new state- or country even!

I could change my hair color(I always wanted to be a RED-head!!)
I could lose that weight I've been trying to lose....(or I could gain a few more pounds if I don't watch out!~Shudder!!!~)

I could get a new car- and go on a fantabulous vacation- or two!!

Oh, I can't WAIT to get started and see what happens!!!

Happy New Year!!!!!!!