Altho I had a couple of leery moments yesterday- I made it thru without a hitch.
First the date came up-06/06/06- making me feel weird to begin with. Then I went shopping and got $6.66 back in change not once but TWICE yesterday. Then just as I pulled into work at two minutes before midnight I glanced at my odometer and it was sitting at 160,666.6!
No joke.
But other than that it was a good day.
I haven't been doing much blogging lately...(Well DUH). I just have been in that blue funk and trying like hell to pull out of it. I have thought a couple times that I had a decent subject line to blog about- but by the time I sat down at the computer it just seemed so stupid that I couldn't bear to try and write it.
I gotta do something to pull out of this depression. Things should be looking up now- Paulius has his work permit and is looking for employment. I have vowed to not work anymore OT in the near future- I am SOOOO burnt out on that. Last time I worked OT-(Friday night for Saturday morning) I was on my feet in a twelve by twelve space for over 7 hours with only a 30 minute break. My back went into spasms and I had to leave early. I was in tears it was hurting so bad. I couldn't walk to clock out and had to have an escort to the parking area to my car.
No more.
I refuse to do it.
I have been working my ass off to help everyone in my family get on their feet and straightened out and it's not appreciated a bit. The more I try and help- the less it helps or the less they help themselves.
So screw it all- Pardon My French.
I refuse-
they're on their own now.
Sink or swim, that's my advice.
4 comments:
Show 'em some TOUGH LOVE honey!
Terry
Sometimes you have to let them find their own feet. Take care of yourself.
You're no good to anyone else if you aren't good to yourself first!
You do a lot for people! I hope they learn to appreciate you more.
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