Thanks, Pete- I realized I had neglected to say what I would do after I posted.
The FIRST thing I would do is quit my thankless boring job.
Then I would have a three week party with my family and friends.
And I would make a LOT of love with my husband. I would leave this world living life and loving it and all it had to offer and had given me.
Why am I not doing it now?
Life goes on- until it doesn't anymore.