Do you believe in premonitions and dreams coming true? Do you believe in ESP?
When I was young I could tell my parents exactly where things were when they lost them. Things I had no idea what were or should even have had knowledge of. Sometimes I can do it today- altho it never seems to be MY lost stuff I can do it with. I still have dreams that about half the time come true. That is one scary thing to live with all your life too. But on the other hand, it can be pretty calming and reassuring too.
Once I had a dream- someone got hurt and I had to help them-in the dream I tried the wrong thing to help-and in the dream they ended up losing a finger because the wrong thing was done. Now, I'm the type of person who hates to leave things undone, so I did a bit of research and found out what should have been done.That dream came true a few months later and luckily I knew the right thing to do......They only have a small scar to show for it now.
Another dream......when my Grandmother had passed away, I was quite worried about her...."destination"- I had no idea if she had been "saved" or was even a religious person. I had a dream after about 6 months-(at least I think it was a dream)- and she was in my home when I got up one night to get a drink of water. We sat in the den and had a wonderful chat about all the times we had when I was growing up. I finally worked up the nerve to ask her what it was like where she was now and she just smiled and told me. She said for me not to worry- the place she was now is beautiful and serene- there was peace for her there and she was happy. There was no sorrow nor pain like here on earth and love abounded. She went into much greater detail, but I would like to keep those for myself- I know you understand.
Finally, she looked up and told me her time with me was almost gone and before light she had to return. I cried and hugged her and told her that I missed her and didn't want her to leave, but she just smiled and held me a long few moments and told me not to worry- we would see each other again when the time was right and then she turned and smiled at me and a light glowed dimly behind her and she seemed to fade into it. I have never worried about my grandmother again.
It's a scary thing to live with- The dreams that may or may not come true, always seeming to be "on call" in case something begins to happen that was in a dream and trying to remember what worked and what didn't. I know that no one would know if I just walked away like I didn't know what was about to take place, no one would have a clue and things would just happen "naturally"....but I would know....and what if I AM the element that is supposed to make the difference?
Could I live with myself if I just walked away?